I was pretty sure I was talented. I was! Keyword: WAS! Now I'm not so sure. I can't be the only one that's been looking for a job as an entry level interior designer and not been able to find one. It kinda sucks.

I got my masters degree in Interior Design in December. Yeah, I'm pretty educated. I have an undergrad degree in business administration. Pretty damn educated!

I have sent out applications for 3 months online, I have had ONE interview. Didn't like the firm so I'm glad I didn't get it.

At this point, I may just take matters into my own hands. Why do I have to be employed by someone? I could create employment for others too, right? I guess. Wonder if I can take that leap. I'm definitely gonna need some help though.

Anyway, I drifted for a second there, I'll probably get back to that thought later. So for the past few weeks I have actually accumulated a list of companies I have interest in. I literally went to theses firms asking for openings. lol. It was kinda fun. Some employees at some firms are super awesome and helpful, and others just suck altogether. Which makes me think "wouldn't wanna work with you all anyways"

For now, the purpose of this blog (my first blog and first blog entry) is to vent about this horrid transition I'm going through. It's really testing my strength. So far I'm good :) I'm usually happy so no probs. Hopefully though, this blog will serve as a journal that documents the journey to awesomeness.

If you are in the same position as me and losing hope, trust me, you have to be strong, focused and determined. I will find that job that I want! Otherwise, I will create it!

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love T